What If

What if what I'm seeing isn't really here?

What if all I see is what I want to see, or maybe, what I need to see?

What if this isn't me?

What if this isn't my life?

What if I'm actually in a coma, lying comatose in a hospital bed?

And what if, in this bed, I let my soul escape my body?

What if my soul left my body and escaped to this one so I could live a different life? Not necessarily a better one, but a life more free?

What if?

Who knows what if.

And who the hell cares?

I don't know my way back, and you don't either.

So let's all just sit back and enjoy the life and body we're in while we can.

Maybe everything I experience is just a dream.
Maybe it's not.
But whatever it is, I know I'm going to make the best of it while I can.